Still nothing. Yes, they could call tonight or even later in the week. But the reality is they probably won't be calling. I won't be getting a second interview. I won't be getting the job.
I know you want to tell me that it's not meant to be and later on I will understand but I don't want to hear that right now. I know I had said that no matter what happened with this job that I would "know" that God was taking me on the right path. I actually allowed myself to think I was going to get this job, I really regret that now. I should have known better. That sort of thing doesn't happen to me and Kevin, as Cara would say, we have shit luck. The truth is I lied about thinking what was meant to be would happen. That's NOT how I feel.